Sunday, December 21, 2008 2:32 PM
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hey..its a good sunday todae..not goin out so i can juz slack and also do my project research..i miss catching up with my good old frens..cant wait to meet up with them again..i hope it'll be soon cos im having break now so its quite alright..anyway,things at home are getting better but sch work is reali driving me crazy..FA and PFP projects are so hard..sighs..but hopefully we'll get a lead on it..there's gon be a picnic outing tmr with the poly grp..its gon be fun i guess..ystdae i went to watch yes man..its reali funny and nice..but the whole outing was juz different..i wonder if it was all a mistake..maybe it shudnt have happened..i might juz join my bestfren.. hehe..that wudnt be too bad..but i dunno yet..i dunno what exactly i feel and want..i guess i gotta try this whole thing out first and then see how it is like before i decide..well,gtg now.bye.Labels: changes
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Sunday, November 16, 2008 12:36 AM
i love you,mum.
hello..another long time since i blogged..i dunno why i didnt update but too many thngs happened fr me to put it all down here..so basically,hari raya was alright.went visiting with 2 grps of frens,the ex-giant peeps and the besties..SIP also started in september and now its 2 more weeks left to go..i'm gon be so happy when that dae finally comes..hehe..but i dunno if i'd really be happy..maybe i'll miss the work place a bit cos i been there fr 12 weeks and i'll be leaving..all those ammendments,submissions,final prints,tax comps and other one-off thngs i had to do fr this particular staff who's prolly gotten a liking fr me..hmmm..dunno if that's a good thng or not..anyways,i'm feeling really stressed out now..it's really so much..lyk i'm worried abt the report which i havent started on and isnt doing anythng abt it..sighs..dunno wth is wrong with me..am i gon be so lazy to do this?then wads gon happen when sch starts..i need to be lyk before,study and do my tutorials..i need that discipline and even work harder cos everythng will be more hectic with the packed time table and projects to come..plus the exams that'll be in abt 2 mths frm when sch starts..its too crazy..besides that,i'm gon hav to work extra extra hard cos there's smth that juz happened..i feel lost and alone..i'm so upset tonight..i really wanted to start on my report but i didnt cos in the end my will fr it isnt strong enough..i'm reali scared fr my future..i dunno fr sure wad i'm gon do after poly..will i be working,or studying,or both..i wish life isn't full of decision-making..its so hard to decide,unless ur so damn smart or talented..i guess it'd be much easier..i juz wish so much fr a dae where i can be at a place that'll fill me with serenity..it's lyk everydae work and weekends i try to get one dae rest but then it's lyk so fast the whole cycle comes again.. i miss those old daes in sec sch where life was less hectic and less serious..oh wells,most thngs in life have to change and i've to move on..alright,gtg now..bye!
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Monday, August 11, 2008 11:17 AM
nothing much.
hey..its been more than 2 mths..i guess this blog died fr a while but im back now..so many thngs happened..and my exams in 2 wks' time..it reali scares me whenever i think abt how near it is.. so basically im juz doing my revision now..hopefully i can finish all that i intend to..after exams there'll be a wk of break before attachment starts..thats another scary thng..but i hope thngs will go fine..and speaking of which,i prolly might not be able to blog again once that time comes cos i'll prolly be busy with work and hari raya or smth..but we'll see..im kinda excited fr my girls' dae out with sut and alee on the 30th..and a couple of daes back i had a picnic with dy and her bf..it was fun i guess..=) and i saw mr boyfie on national tv that evening cos he was involved in ndp..coolio!ok i gtg now..bye! =)
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Sunday, June 01, 2008 11:17 AM
its june already.
hey,its been a while..well,life's been pretty hectic and crazy fr me..and nxt wk's term test wk.. then 2 wks break,whee!!cant wait..but i've to go through all the revision 1st which sucks..i get distracted quite easily..hmmm..hopefully i cn finish cra revision todae..anyway,the bf's watching drillbit taylor now at plaza sg before he heads off to camp fr cog,which sadly i'll be missing this tym..i'd be able to watch the movie and cog if not fr the test tmr..oh wells..i cant wait fr thur but the ppr is lyk at 5,so late cn?hmmm..im so bored..thngs are lyk quite crappy now,i reali dont wana think abt it but sumtyms its juz hard to block it..im gon get back to doing my stuffs that i've planned fr,during the break so that i cn be preoccupied..ok,thats all i cn think of to say fr now..i better go do some work.. bye! =)Labels: barrier
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Thursday, May 01, 2008 12:16 AM
tough decisions.
hey..this wk sch's been quite great..i enjoyed my lessons cos they're interesting cept fr fund tax tut cos the tutor was lyk so fast cn?hmmm..im lost..needa ask sk fr help tmr..thankfully its a holiday so i cn catch up on stuffs..besides that,thngs are pretty sucky..sighs..but i hope they'll get better soon and i also hope i wont get into this thng too deep cos i reali dont need another prob right now..i reali wana hide away frm everythng..oh god..anyway,i gtg now..bye..Labels: past or present?
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Monday, April 21, 2008 1:11 AM
feels like forgotten.
hello..its been more than a month now..well recently i worked at YM fr about 2 and a half wks..it was alright,some admin stuffs.. sch supposedly starts tmr but i've no lessons so i'll be meeting the bf to play bowling..hmmm..anyway,i dont noe who are my new classmates cept fr bp..and sadly im not in the same class as syaza..so far during the past wks,i've met up with alee a coupla times..nuthin much actually.. im not feeling so happy right now,sucks..i mailed shameen's pressie last tue and hopefully she'll get it soon..and sut's,im passin it to her ltr at night..a dae late,sorry..i must say the past wks been pretty hectic fr me cos there were 3 ppl's bdae..and i was rushing to get the stuffs..but im glad with the thngs that i got fr them..and i hope they like it too..i dont noe why i feel so angry..these hormones are partly the cause.. sighs..anyway,i think i cant take it anymore..i should go and sleep now..bye..Labels: hardly
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Friday, March 14, 2008 12:12 AM
pushing it.
heyy..im feelin better todae..and im happy fr that..=) altho the start of the dae was sucky but with other thngs that i got myself into,they helped me out..wished rasul happy bdae and then chatted with him..it was nice talkin to him..then at night he texted me tellin me stuffs abt his plans and then faris asked me fr some songs..i chatted with dy as well..oh and mokh told me some interesting stuffs at his work..its all kinda cool actually..and tmr i'll be goin out with my sisters to get mum and dad's pressies..hopefully we'll be able to get them at once cos i dont wish to go out searching again nxt wk..i hope this sat i can meet up with the girls,sut and alee..its been so long and i cant believe sut's been on attachment fr almost 2 wks already..thats reali fast..and im having cramps right now..i wish some ppl would understand but they juz dont..its sad the way thngs are..but hell,im not gon let that affect my mood now..i tried the guitar earlier todae..it was fun but its hard cos im kinda lost a bit..hmmm..im hungry now but i dont noe wad to eat..craving fr chocolates!!oh wells,i think thats abt it fr now.. bye! =)Labels: mutual
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